Chemo Cycle 4 week 3 update. So it’s the last week of cycle 4. Next week is cycle 5. So far no trips to hospital despite ending up with a chest infection. I visited myContinue reading
Ask for help if you need it !!
We all need help sometimes. My amazing mum popped in. I had a rough night. Almost almost called 911 and oncology hotline. Truthfully I left the phone downstairs and couldn’t face going down the stairsContinue reading
The Chemo Chemical Crash
The Chemo treatment is bound to come with a crash. There is a point where it all hits you. My chemo day is a wednesday. I have the treatment every 3 weeks. In each roundContinue reading
Chemo Round 4 – Bring it on !
I’m ready!! War paint on ! Totally part of the mental preparation. I look tired and ill without it. Dangly star earings ! Minnie t-shirt on! Bring it on !! Cycle 4 feels good. It isContinue reading
Good days & laughs – best medicine ever
Fabulous day. Despite starting off at docs then got to see my brother and my gorgeous mate Kat for some well overdue hugs. Totally miss them and Kat gives fab hugs. Great to catch upContinue reading
Facing the fears & feeling the tears – tearful one this one + vlog
Reality – the downs & ups. I had a rather tough night. I did a video. It’s a tough video so heads up there is crying. I wondered about sharing it. I wondered because youContinue reading
Staying in Hospital & wanting own bed
Hospital update & going home. Staying in over night but feeling much better. I was moved to High Dependency this morning but just been moved up to Oncology. I’m in isolation but with luck allContinue reading
The two sides to Pain
The two sides to pain. Its ok to feel fed up. It’s ok to smile. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to laugh. It’s ok to feel the pain. Its ok to be strong. ItsContinue reading
Round 2 – Hospital Drama & Near Death dreams
So basically I’m waiting for bloods to come back. I took a downturn. I had to call my parents. My Mum took my kids home to their house & my Dad rushed me into hospital.Continue reading
Family First & the reality of cancer
It is fabulous to see my kids. But the poison is starting to hit. Working on getting through and being positive and strong for them but it isn’t easy. The reality of chemo and cancerContinue reading